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Paying for Our Passion – Gillian Polack

In this series of guest posts, I have asked a number of writers and editors to share the price they pay for pursuing their creative passion or what they sacrifice–whether that is money, time or lost opportunities. It might be how they pay the bills that writing doesn’t, or how they juggle working for a living or raising a family with the time it takes to write or edit. The people who have contributed have shared their personal stories in the hope it might help those new to the scene manage their expectations, or help others dealing with similar things realise they aren’t alone. You can read about the inspiration for this series here, and if you want to be part of it please let me know.

Today I’m excited to welcome Gillian Polack, someone who wears many hats, ranging from historian to distributor of fine chocolates. A writer and editor of renown, Gillian has written novels and put together anthologies—and provided some great resources for authors looking to get their writing right. Check out her website for more.

For someone who tells stories, I’m having a remarkably hard time telling this one about myself. I think it’s because I’m one of those people who integrate unusual things. I bring opposites together and turn them into a life or into a story.

When I left the public service I was sent to a career guidance counsellor. She told me I’d never be happy, because I was very unusual. “You need, emotionally, types of work that cannot possibly be combined in any career on my books” she explained, after all the tests. “You need to do very high level analytical thinking, like a scientist; you need to be creative; and you need to be in a customer service industry. Teaching would work for a while,” she suggested, “So would architecture.” Then she said “They wouldn’t work for long. I think the best fit for you would be a receptionist. At least you’d get the people side of things that way. And you’re very organised and very understanding of others. You’d make a good receptionist.”

Middle Ages UnlockedI don’t know how many women with PhDs who were made redundant from middle management positions she advised to consider finding jobs as receptionists, but I wasn’t that pleased at the suggestion. I had explained to her that I wanted to write, but she couldn’t see how this or my earlier career would be useful in determining my future.

I sought a second opinion. The second opinion quite agreed that, on the books, I was an impossibility. I was someone who didn’t fit any of the nice neat diagrams, who didn’t even quite fit classifications like Myers-Briggs. What the second expert said, however was that my mind was a bit unusual and that if anyone could find a new path that suited talents so far away from each other that they couldn’t logically exist in the same body, it would be me: I should trust myself for my future.

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I did teacher training to give myself time to think about all this, and I started being published again. I was going to write no matter what, and a publisher ppersuaded me to change my mind about the publishing side (which is a different story and I’ve told it elsewhere), but so few fiction writers make a living from their work that I assumed (correctly) that I’d need to do more than just write and publish. I also decided that I’d make a lousy receptionist.

That’s how I got to where I am now. When I write and teach and do my academic research and do just enough administration, all those strange and different parts of myself come together. But they still don’t fit the models of ordinary life that other people have in their minds.

There is good and there is bad in this.

The good is that I get published and that I am doing what I love when I write and when I edit. I get to teach and to mentor and to work with other writers so that they can be where they need to be, which is important to me (the service side of my personality). Also, I must admit that I enjoy meeting readers and giving library talks and throwing chocolate at audiences. And resarch makes me joyous in a very special way. I love the ground-breaking, the life-changing, the intellectual rollercoaster of changing our culturescape through my research.

Ms CellophaneThe bad is that I’m not entrepreneurial and I’m very much not ‘cool’—my fiction and I both tried to fit into the neat categories most people need, and we both failed at that. I integrate the apparently-impossible almost instinctively, but I have trouble writing a book that doesn’t gently challenge the possible. I fly under the radar a lot, which has instant bad results for sales and public awareness of my existence. “Are you thinking of getting published?” people will ask me at cons, while looking at my name tag, with a booklaunch of my new book on the programme they’ve just been staring it.

Quite simply, I don’t look or act the way strangers expect, just as I didn’t look the way those career experts expected. That’s a price to pay for writing what I write: no-one sees my writing in me, for they don’t see the whole of me. I’m not easy to interpret, apparently.

This means I’ve sacrificed security to write, but most of us do that. It’s the part of the standard price of writing fiction. It also means I’ve given up on two careers because they didn’t work with all of me. There was the pure history road (I need my fiction as well as my history) and there’s the public service path (I was on a the way to policy glory and it got in the way of my writing ie it was either become senior or get out).

Effective DreamingI’ve also lost relationships. Not just friends (friends shift and change over lives), but the sort of long term partner so many people take for granted. Anyone who wants a relationship has to deal with the fact that I live in my mind a lot of the time and that my mind does some very strange things. That I can be scatty beyond belief and passionate beyond logic, or I can be a relaxed soul who plays silly games with children. ‘Integration’ sounds great and produces books and makes a very handy teacher and purveyor of bad jokes, but it’s also intense and quite hard to live with on an everyday basis.

So, by being a writer, I’ve become all the selves that the careers experts said I had within me but would be unable to express. One of them actually said “You’re probably doomed to unhappiness.” Fortunately for me, she was wrong. I’m probably doomed to a fair amount of poverty and ill-health and to stress about the small things of life and to not take holidays and to yearn wistfully after spending money on luxuries like DVDs or a dinner out. I’m doomed, too, to spend large chunks of my life alone, talking to invisible people. I’m doomed to writing stories about those invisible friends, and to discover fabulous things about how cultures operate and writers work and to test them out using novels as a springboard. And I’m doomed to lovely letters from readers and to have random people say accusingly “I read your book. I was supposed to be sleeping. Don’t do it again.” There are worse dooms. Boredom is a doom I don’t suffer from. Nor do I suffer from the doom of being forced to be someone I’m not.

To be honest, the price I pay for writing is high and the sacrifices are significant, but, honestly, the price would be higher and the sacrifices nearly impossible if I weren’t writing. I know this because I’ve tried that route. I don’t want to have to go there again.

Gillian Polack is a writer, editor, historian and researcher. Gillian’s most recent novel is The Art of Effective Dreaming (which once was cursed and now is merely strange) and before that was her time travel novel,  Langue[dot]doc 1305 (Satalyte). Her next book is The Middle Ages Unlocked (published by Amberley, in the UK https://www.amberley-books.com/the-middle-ages-unlocked.html), where she and an archaeologist (Katrin Kania) explore Medieval England.  Her second novel (Ms Cellophane, Momentum)was a Ditmar finalist, as was her second short story collection, Baggage. Baggage has recently been re-released by Borgo. She also writes short stories and one of her stories won a Victorian Ministry of the Arts award. Three more have been listed as recommended reading in the international lists of world’s best fantasy and science fiction short stories. She is a chocoholic, and refuses to reform.

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Paying for Our Passion – Debbie Cowens

In this series of guest posts, I have asked a number of writers and editors to share the price they pay for pursuing their creative passion or what they sacrifice–whether that is money, time or lost opportunities. It might be how they pay the bills that writing doesn’t, or how they juggle working for a living or raising a family with the time it takes to write or edit. The people who have contributed have shared their personal stories in the hope it might help those new to the scene manage their expectations, or help others dealing with similar things realise they aren’t alone. You can read about the inspiration for this series here, and if you want to be part of it please let me know.

Recently I had the privilege to head over to New Zealand for their Natcon as the FFANZ delegate, and had an incredible time. I was made to feel so welcome by everyone, and I also had the opportunity to do my first ever reading! One of the people who made me so welcome, and gave an awesome reading at the same event, was the talented Debbie Cowens–who has a very intriguing sounding book out!

I must confess that I am troubled by a gnawing sense of guilt and trepidation when I contemplate the topic of how I make time to write. I fear that you, my insightful reader, will be able to burrow through any assertions I lay out like a truth-seeking honey-badger. In theory I have the most virtuous of habits and I should dearly like to persuade you that I steadfastly adhere to them. I have devised a sensible and well-thought out schedule that allows me to wake at 5:30am and write for an hour and a half before my son wakes up. I then set about the morning routine of making school lunches, preparing breakfast and ensuring everyone has dressed, brushed their teeth and makes it to their respective schools (both my husband and I are high school English and Media Studies teachers) on time. This is a slight exaggeration of my responsibilities–my husband has been responsible for dressing himself and has supervised his own tooth-brushing since before we first met. It’s one of the manifold qualities that first attracted me to him. But I digress. I was convincing you of my scrupulous efforts to attend to all the various facets of my life.

Naturally, I should now relate how at work in between inspiring the nation’s youth, I use my lunchtime to complete any class preparation and marking so that when I go home (usually with just enough time to unload the dishwasher before my son is dropped off) I can focus on doing some speech therapy with my son (he has Autism and has very limited speech – therapy has become an essential and time-consuming part of our lives) or help him with his homework.

OK, I’ll admit. Some days he’s too knackered after a day at school and just wants to play on his iPad or with a puzzle so I let him take it easy. Already the cracks in my well thought-out routine are starting to show under your imagined scrutiny.

The unfortunate necessities of domestic life such as cooking dinner and cleaning tend to occupy the next couple of hours of the day. Admittedly, not as many as they probably should. “Meh, that’ll do,” has become the mantra of my approach to housework. Some evenings I’ll get a break to sneak off and do some more writing. Some evenings I’ll have to do marking on the couch whilst The Wiggles or Kung Fu Panda is playing on the TV. Some evenings my son will decide to embark on a trampoline marathon so I might try to tap out some writing on my phone in the backyard, more likely I’ll just goof off and look on the internet while bouncing.

murder-matchmakingMy commitment to a writing routine is similar to my approach to a healthy lifestyle. I want to eat five plus a day and generally do. And I don’t just mean the yummy vegies like carrots and capsicum, but even the leafy greens like spinach and kale as well. It’s just that sometimes life is tough and I want a Tim Tam. Or two. Or, to heck with it, the whole packet. I suppose I manage to follow about eighty percent of my good healthy eating and exercise intentions about eighty percent of the time. All right, you got me. It’s more like seventy-five percent.

OK, seventy percent. Sixty-five?

Writing is sort of like that for me. I have periods of my life where I’m just so keen and eager about the story or novel that I’m working on that I stay up late writing or wake up two hours before the alarm goes off and trot off to the computer, my head brimming with words and ideas.

It’s just that there are other days like today when I spent the previous night staying up late to watch Game of Thrones and slept through the alarm and had to be forcibly ejected from bed in order to get ready for work.

I can be disciplined for a few months but I lack the ability to sustain it over years. I am, by nature, a fairly lazy and scatterbrained individual. We’re a minority amongst writers. Writers are generally focused and diligent folks. At least the successful ones who dispense advice at the writer’s talks and conventions I’ve attended have been. I’m not particularly wise and I prefer lolling about on a couch with chocolate and a good book to anything resembling hard work. You can ask my mother if you need a testimonial to the fact. When the first novel I wrote at the age of twenty-one was rejected, I resolved to quit writing. I lacked the steadfast nature to even see that resolution to its end. Writing is simply too fun to quit for long.

I suppose if I have any purpose to creating a flimsy tale of a writing routine that I only sometimes manage to follow and to then confess how poorly I do at achieving the expectations I place upon myself, it is this: it doesn’t matter if you’re an indolent, disorganised individual who has found the duties of having a career, mortgage and kid more exhausting than anticipated. Finding writing time in your life may seem impossible; stealing time for writing by neglecting other responsibilities is not only possible, but also appealing.

DebbieCowensIgnore the pile of laundry that needs folding – you can just put your clothes straight on from the laundry basket. Neglect the weeds growing in the garden – they’re plants, they have just as much right to grow as the tomatoes. If you’re invited to some social gathering, decline and spend the night at home writing. You can avoid all the social anxiety of interacting with people and you get to wear comfy pants or PJs.

The only thing that can compete with my writing time is life and, frankly, the real world is vastly less interesting and comprised of considerably more laundry than the worlds of my imagination. I’m happy to steal time to write. To sneak away from pesky, mundane responsibilities will always be appealing. As an adult one must pay the bills, feed one’s offspring and do sufficient domestic labour to prevent one’s house from becoming a filth-ridden wasteland fit only for cockroaches, but the stories in one’s head will consistently deliver a welcome reprieve. Real life, regrettably, can only be experienced in the first draft. First drafts are awful things: riddled with mistakes, awkwardness and clunky dialogue. It is only in stories that every detail can be amended to have meaning and be fun.

I steal time to write because writing is fun. Ideas can be fleeting things. If they are not captured and transcribed and honed there’s every chance they will melt away into thin air exactly the way that dirty dishes don’t. I make sacrifices to be able to write, and I’m pleased to reflect that those sacrifices are worth it.

I just wish I could get by on four hours sleep.

Debbie Cowens is a New Zealand writer and teacher living on the Kapiti Coast. She co-wrote Mansfield with Monsters with her husband Matt Cowens. She won the 2012 Sir Julius Vogel Award for Best New Talent and Best Collected Work. Her horror story Caterpillars won the AHWA Shadow Award for Best Short Story 2013. Her novel Murder and Matchmaking is a mashup of Pride & Prejudice and Sherlock Holmes. It published by Paper Road Press and is available here. You can find out more at her blog or on Twitter: @debbiecowens.

State of the Writer Update – Reviews, Interviews and Guest Posts

While the blog has been reasonably active–due to some wonderful guest posts–I have been a bit remiss in posting what I have been up to. There is a lot going behind the scenes, and I am getting a fair bit of writing done, but I still can’t announce some things that are coming up (which is killing me).

In the meantime, here are some quick updates:

Stories

  • My story, Our Land Abounds, got the audio treatment on the wonderful StarShipSofa!

Reviews

  • The first review of Backcountry is up and it’s a great one! You can read it here

Interviews

I’ve done a couple more interviews for Galactic Chat, with more on the way.

  • The splendid Amanda Pillar talks being on both sides of the editor’s desk and her new novel, along with plenty more
  • The fascinating Tsana Dolichva talks on a  number of subjects, from necroastronomy to Defying Doomsday

Travel

  • I went to the Reconnaissance convention in New Zealand and had an amazing time. Full report to follow!

Guest Posts

I am so grateful for the wonderful contributions I have received of late.

  • I continue to be humbled by the response to the Paying for Our Passion series–check out the wonderful posts that people have made (And you can get involved, too!)
  • Gwen Hernandez gave a masterclass on Scrivener, one of my favourite writing tools
  • D.K. Mok wrote on a subject close to my heart – the spec fic community
  • Holly Kench–as part of the promotion for the Defying Doomsday crowdfunding campaign (FUNDED! OH YEAH!)–with a must read for authors on writing disabled characters
  • Emilie Collyer, fellow Clan Destine author, on her writing journey

Hopefully I will be able to make some more announcements soon!

Paying for Our Passion – Jason Franks

In this series of guest posts, I have asked a number of writers and editors to share the price they pay for pursuing their creative passion or what they sacrifice–whether that is money, time or lost opportunities. It might be how they pay the bills that writing doesn’t, or how they juggle working for a living or raising a family with the time it takes to write or edit. The people who have contributed have shared their personal stories in the hope it might help those new to the scene manage their expectations, or help others dealing with similar things realise they aren’t alone. You can read about the inspiration for this series here, and if you want to be part of it please let me know.

My guest today is perhaps the nicest guy in Aussie spec fic, and someone who had been very encouraging to me both personally and professionally. He is so likeable I can’t even hate him for his vast talent–it’s Jason Franks!

There’s a lot of discussion right now about how writers make their living. In Australia, mean income for authors fell from $23,000 per year to $11,000 in the decade leading up to 2011. I don’t know what’s happened since then but I doubt the situation has improved. Fewer and fewer of us can make a living from writing, despite the fact that the indie boom and the rise of the ebook and digital printing has made it possible for more and more of us to be published than ever.

I’m a low-tier prose and comics writer with mostly indie-publishing credits to my name. I’ve been published overseas and I have had a few of my works properly distributed but could categorize myself as ‘semi-professional’. By semi-pro I’m not alluding to word rates or membership in writers’ organizations–I mean that I can and do write work that is good enough to be published. I sometimes attract small gigs by virtue of my earlier work, which is very gratifying. But I don’t like to call myself a professional writer, because I don’t make my living from it. I make my living writing software.

McBlack_4bbf330713c23-200x300If I have a good writing and I see a few thousand dollars income from writing. Most years it’s a lot less than that. I say ‘income’, but if you look at the amount of money I spend on artwork, attending conventions, networking, promotions, web hosting and so on, that figure in most years is probably negative in most years. I could have spent the hours I’ve poured into writing time doing income-generating work. I could run a very healthy side-business writing software or building websites in that time. But I don’t. Writing is my passion.

Like I’m the majority of productive writers, I have to make a real effort to find the time and headspace to ply my craft. My wife Yuri, bless her, is very forgiving of me. I’ve spent many nights and weekends and holiday seasons with my nose to the keyboard. This holiday season past I put in a full eight hours a day every day from December 25th until January 2nd with my fingers on the keyboard trying to meet my deadlines. I wouldn’t have traded it, but maybe Yuri would have liked a weekend away from the house where she had my undivided attention. She certainly deserves one.

BW_cover_Crop_Guides_logo_PP-216x300My writing work consumes me. I’m a terrible, absent-minded, selfish human being; always with half of my brain enmeshed in some problem I’m trying to solve in about how imaginary people will navigate some trial or travail. I let myself believe that most writers are probably like this. I fantasize that I could have nights and weekends like a normal human being if writing was my day job, but I’ve tried it a few times (my longest stint as a full time writer went for six months) and I know for a fact that my writing workload grows to fill the amount of time I have. I am by nature a workaholic and I sometimes resent activities that keep me from writing–even stuff that I love doing, like watching movies or going to concerts or making an awful racket on the guitar.

So what’s a writer gonna do? Keep on hustling. The more work you put out the better chance you have that something will do well enough to get me to the next level, or at least help me defray expenses. It’s my passion, chums. I wouldn’t do it if I didn’t love it.

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Jason Franks writes comics, prose and source code. His first novel, BLOODY WATERS, was short-listed for the 2012 Aurealis Award for Best Horror Novel.

He is the author of the graphic novels THE SIXSMITHS and McBLACK, as well as numerous short stories in prose and comics. A collection of his mainstream short stories was collected in UNGENRED by Black House Comics.

Franks has published work in most genres, but he is most comfortable at in the speculative fiction spectrum–particularly at its darker reaches. Franks’ writing is often humorous and his stories frequently engage in metafiction. His protagonists are likely to be villains or anti-heroes and the Devil is a recurring figure in his work.

Franks has lived in South Africa, the USA and Japan. He currently resides in Melbourne, Australia.

Franks can most easily be reached by email at jf@jasonfranks.com. You can also find him on facebook at http://www.facebook.com/jason.franks, and on twitter as @jasefranks.

Paying for Our Passion – Jane Routley

In this series of guest posts, I have asked a number of writers and editors to share the price they pay for pursuing their creative passion or what they sacrifice–whether that is money, time or lost opportunities. It might be how they pay the bills that writing doesn’t, or how they juggle working for a living or raising a family with the time it takes to write or edit. The people who have contributed have shared their personal stories in the hope it might help those new to the scene manage their expectations, or help others dealing with similar things realise they aren’t alone. You can read about the inspiration for this series here, and if you want to be part of it please let me know.

Today I am delighted to welcome Jane Routley, someone who has seen all the ups and downs of the writing journey. Not only has she refused to let any setbacks stop her, but she has continued to provide support and encouragement to everyone around her. I was thrilled to see the  rerelease of her trilogy and encourage you to check it out–along with her other great work..

Do you really expect to get paid? A survey of Professional artists in Australia came out in 2010 and I remember it because I was interviewed for it. In it they discovered that the mean or average earnings of writers and other artists from their creative work was around $18,000 a year.

Reading this report squashed my last remaining dreams of sitting in my leather padded study, spending the day dreaming of the next fine lunch with my agent/editor/publisher and the next overseas book tour. I also found it kind of comforting, because it meant my earnings weren’t so very terrible. They were merely average. Even though I’ve had four books published in America and Australia, I’ve only ever been over this average a couple of times. Most of the time I’ve earned a lot less. Which means that most of my writing life, I’ve had to and expect to continue to have to have another means of support.

At five when I discovered a passion for telling stories, my parents told me firmly that I would never make a living doing that. I had to be sensible, get a proper job and then maybe write as a hobby. I accepted this and I got a librarianship qualification. I became a skilled wrangler of the Dewy Decimal System, otherwise known as a cataloguer. And I worked hard to find the space and time for writing and forced myself to send things away. I won a competition and had some things published in small journals.

Working in libraries with sensible professional people like me made me aware that I wanted more than to spend my life putting the numbers on the backs of books even if it did pay for a mortgage. I wanted more time to write but did I have the right to make such foolish choice? Writing was a hobby and you don’t give more time to your hobby unless you can make money doing it.

Fire AngelsIn the nineties I got lucky. My very supportive husband achieved his dream of going overseas to work as an IT contractor, and he took me. For the first couple of years under German law, I wasn’t supposed to have a job. I was able to write full time which enabled me to put in the kind of hours everyone needs to put in to learn any skill. It was lonely and I was still full of doubt but hey I was living in Europe and being a writer. I met the wonderful NZ SF writer, Cherry Wilder, who was living nearby and who mentored me through my first novel. When it was finished, she introduced me to her agent. By the time I was legally able to apply for work, I had sold a novel and was expecting an advance any day. (Never hold your breath for advances. They are a loooong time coming.) My earnings were never very big but my husband was happy for me not to go looking for outside work and I felt that I had the right not to because I was going to become a successful novelist.

The nineties were a great time for me. I wrote four novels, I lived in Europe, I had a publisher, I was a writer. I never had book tour or lunch in Bloomsbury but I did have a couple of lunches in New York and I took myself to some killer SF conventions.

But things changed horribly around the beginning of the noughties. Publishers everywhere started shedding their mid-list authors – those who sold books but weren’t best sellers. Knowing that this might be going to happen, didn’t make it easier to spend the four years writing and rewriting the last book I wrote for them, the sequel that they passed over and I couldn’t sell anywhere else.

The IT work dried up and we returned to Australia to live. We’d been getting homesick anyway and were glad to be home, but alas, it was time for me to get back to the real world and back to earning a living. The fact that my skill with the Dewy Decimal System was in demand was a mixed blessing. I had lots of casual jobs because I still wanted to make time to write, but most of those casual jobs were full time. I made good money but I didn’t have much time to write. And after a while the ugly spectre of tendonitis which has dogged me all my life started to rear its ugly head.

Most writers have trouble with their backs and hands just as most ballerinas have trouble with their feet. Times spent at physios and gyms (doing exercise, yuk) keeping your muscles flexible is just another price you pay for your writing passion. I’d first got tendonitis very early in my librarianship career. At the time it seemed like a disaster. For a couple of months I was stuck at home unable to either work or write—worried that I might be a neurotic malingerer.

TrilogyWhen it came back in later in my career it was actually a piece of luck in disguise. At a time when circumstances in the publishing industry were telling me to go back to full time work and got back to writing as a hobby, the choice was suddenly made very stark. My body wouldn’t let me do data entry as a cataloguer all day and come home and write all evening or on the weekend. I couldn’t be a writer and a librarian.

By then thanks to savings from the glory days of Europe and an inheritance we had managed to pay off our house so we felt confident of always having a roof over our heads. My husband decided to go part-time to pursue his interests and I started looking around for some kind of part-time work that would not involve data entry. In this day and age it’s not easy. Almost all white collar jobs no matter how humble now involve some kind of data entry.

Eventually I stumbled on an ad for Railway station Attendants in the local paper. I’ve always liked trains. They’re a kind of cut price promise of travel and wider worlds. It was the best career choice I’ve ever made. If you’ve read the Station Stories I’ve been posting regularly on my blog you will know that I love my job.

Basically I stand around at a railway station, giving directions, helping people use the ticket machines, manning any barriers and listening to complaints. The information aspect makes it a very, very distant poor relation to being a librarian. It’s often boring (but boredom is a factor in most waged jobs) my feet hurt and I’m outside for four to six hours at a stretch.

TTS3When I first started work at the railways in the most humble job you can get there, various mothers of friends and friends of my mother said, “You poor thing. What about your degree? What about your career?”

Yet I love it. For someone who’s a devoted people watcher and sticky-beak, customer service in a busy place is heaven. There are always interesting people doing odd things and people who want to chat. Occasionally there are also dramas, brawls, meltdowns, arrests and lunatics. People are often happy to tell an interested stranger quite intimate things about their triumphs disasters and cancer operation. After a morning spent struggling with my demons at the writing desk, standing round all afternoon waiting to be asked a question is so relaxing. And due to the unionised nature of our work force, my blue collar job is actually much more secure than any of wildly restructured white collar jobs I ever had.

My partner’s other ambition was to take early retirement and he’d spent enough time helping me live my dreams to deserve some time for his. So now we are both part-time workers. That affluent middle class lifestyle which I’d expected to live when I grew up seems to have escaped me. There are no overseas trips, or regular restaurant meals or weekend mini-breaks.

Every year when I go to do my tax the accountant still asks me why I don’t write a Mills and Boon you know, something that makes money. (Gee I hate that. Every time I come home questioning my path and am grumpy all week.) Sometimes as I stare out the window wondering what we are going to do if the car dies and when we’re going to be able to afford a new oven, I feel certain I’ve made the wrong decision.

A while ago when I was feeling depressed, I set myself the goal of working part-time till I was fifty and if I hadn’t sold another book by then going full time in something and trying to make some real cash for overseas travel etc, which I still love. That goal is well past now, but I’m still working part-time. Novel sales are small although I did get a grant to blog about Flinders Street Station one year. I have been offered the chance of promotion, of more hours and indoor work sitting down. I even tried it once. It had more of the things I hate about my job and less time for writing. In the end I went back onto the platform.JaneRoutley

Perhaps it’s too late to change. Just writing this article makes me realize how much I love my life style and how happy it makes me. If I have time off I don’t plan to go away. I plan to do some writing. If I don’t get time to write anything for a couple of days I become depressed and grumpy. If I go back to full time work so that I can have a big superannuation payout and retire to the Gold Coast I will really feel like I’m wasting my life. We’ll find a way to replace the car when it does die. There’s always public transport.

It’s taken till I was fifty to come to grips with the fact that I should spend my life in a satisfying way rather than a sensible one. I’m as hooked on writing as a junkie is hooked on heroin. As so many songs say,” How can it be wrong when it feels so right?”

So now there’s nothing left to do but to find a way of paying for that passion.

Jane Routley lives in Melbourne and is writer of the Dion Chronicles triology and The Three Sisters, all of which are now out on ebook with Clan Destine Press. Her short stories have appeared in a number of anthologies. She has won the Aurealis award for Best novel twice. If you’re like to know about her adventures on the station platform read about it at www.janeroutley.com.au

Galactic Chat 64 – Amanda Pillar

In this episode of Galactic Chat I get to talk to one of my favourite Aussie Spec Fic people – Amanda Pillar! I have been lucky enough to be on some panels with Amanda, and can testify to how much you can learn from listening to her. Enjoy!

In this week’s chat, David talks with Amanda Pillar about her work as an editor on such projects as Ishtar, her day job as an Archaeologist and her debut novel Graced, from Momentum Publishing.

You can source Amanda’s novel from links at the Momentum website here.

Credits:
Interviewer: David McDonald
Guest: Amanda Pillar
Music & Intro: Tansy Rayner Roberts
Post-prod.: Sean Wright

Feedback:
Twitter: @galactichat
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Paying for Our Passion – Greg Chapman

In this series of guest posts, I have asked a number of writers and editors to share the price they pay for pursuing their creative passion or what they sacrifice–whether that is money, time or lost opportunities. It might be how they pay the bills that writing doesn’t, or how they juggle working for a living or raising a family with the time it takes to write or edit. The people who have contributed have shared their personal stories in the hope it might help those new to the scene manage their expectations, or help others dealing with similar things realise they aren’t alone. You can read about the inspiration for this series here, and if you want to be part of it please let me know.

Today we are featuring Greg Chapman: double threat. Not just a talented writer, but an award winning illustrator, too?! Makes me rather jealous. 😛

I don’t actually write what I want to write for a living.

I write in my spare time.

Writing and drawing is a part of me—if I don’t write or draw I feel like I’ve wasted the day.

Sadly my creative streak doesn’t pay the bills, so in order to feed myself and my children and pay the mortgage etc and my book-and-DVD-hoarding habit, I have to work full-time—like many other writers and artists. My wife also works full-time so, while we’re financially stable, I am time poor when it comes to being an artist and writer.

The irony is, my day job involves writing.

I work at a university, writing up media releases about student and staff achievements. I also use my design skills to create digital marketing. It’s a stable job that pays the bills, but I’d rather be at home writing stories and drawing.

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Before I worked at the university I was a newspaper journalist for about 8 years. A couple of highlights included covering the tilt-train derailment near Bundaberg in 2004 and the Dr Jayant Patel scandal the following year. I didn’t do much fiction writing in those years. My family was still very young and being a journalist was very busy work.

Over time though the allure of covering accidents, murderers and child abuse in the courts wore off and I realised I had to do something that lessened the cynicism that was taking over my life. So I went over to the “dark-side” of public relations and corporate communications and returned back home to Rockhampton in 2008. The decision was a good one and I was able to dabble in fiction and drawing again. 2009 became a clean slate and I quickly joined the Australian Horror Writers Association and had my first novella published in 2011. The first graphic novel I illustrated came out in 2012 and won a Bram Stoker Award the following year.

I’ve never been career-minded person and I guess that’s been my downfall. If I’d taken my writing more seriously 15 years ago, then maybe I’d be more successful and not rushed getting my first novellas published years later. But then maybe I wouldn’t have gotten married and been the father to two beautiful daughters. :)

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I see my working life and creative life as like an alter ego. I want to be Batman, writing novel after novel after novel, but instead I have to be Bruce Wayne.

At best I get to work on art projects in the evenings for 1-2 hours and writing during lunch breaks (except for the occasions I say screw it and sneak in a few hundred words while at work- shhh!)

I’ve always been a daydreamer and sometimes it gets in the way of my responsibilities. I’m still a big kid and I guess I always will be, much to my wife’s dismay.

Society hasn’t been constructed for the creative person. Instead of being an apostle to the imagination, we are slaves to industry. So I fear that I will always only be a dabbler. I’m still writing and drawing and being published—kicking goals as a dearly departed friend used to say. Really, I shouldn’t complain, but I just wish I could be doing it as a career and not as a “hobby”.

One day …. maybe, I’ll be Batman.

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Greg Chapman is an emerging horror author and artist from Australia. 

After joining the Australian Horror Writers Association in 2009, Greg Chapman was selected for its mentor program under the tutelage of author Brett McBean.

Since then he has had short stories published in The Absent Willow Review, Trembles, Eclecticism, Bete Noire, Morpheus Tales, Midnight Echo, and the anthologies Sex, Drugs and Horror, Frightmares and A Killer Among Demons.

Greg is the author of four novellas, “Torment”, “The Noctuary” (Damnation Books, 2011), “Vaudeville” (Dark Prints Press, 2012) and “The Last Night of October” (Bad Moon Books, 2013).

His debut collection, “Vaudeville and Other Nightmares”, was published by Black Beacon Books in September, 2014.

He is also a horror artist and his first graphic novel “Witch Hunts: A Graphic History of the Burning Times”, written by Bram Stoker Award® winning authors Rocky Wood and Lisa Morton, was published by McFarland & Company in 2012.

“Witch Hunts” won the Superior Achievement in a Graphic Novel category at the Bram Stoker Awards® on June 15, 2013.

He also illustrated the comic series Allure of the Ancients for Midnight Echo Magazine.

Greg will illustrate a one-shot comic, “Bullet Ballerina”, written by Tom Piccirilli, for SST Publications in the United Kingdom. It is expected to be released in the first half of 2015.

 
VAUDEVILLE AND OTHER NIGHTMARES (Available Now!)

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The Bram Stoker Award® WINNING WITCH HUNTS: A GRAPHIC HISTORY OF THE BURNING TIMES – McFarland & Company

 

Paying for Our Passion – Joanne Anderton

In this series of guest posts, I have asked a number of writers and editors to share the price they pay for pursuing their creative passion or what they sacrifice–whether that is money, time or lost opportunities. It might be how they pay the bills that writing doesn’t, or how they juggle working for a living or raising a family with the time it takes to write or edit. The people who have contributed have shared their personal stories in the hope it might help those new to the scene manage their expectations, or help others dealing with similar things realise they aren’t alone. You can read about the inspiration for this series here, and if you want to be part of it please let me know.

Today we are featuring Jo Anderton; award winning writer. marvellous crafter of short stories, and all round awesome person!

Here’s my life. On the weekdays I get up at 6-6:30 and write 1000 words while I eat breakfast. Then I go to work. I try to stick to my 8 hour day, but sometimes I’m there longer, just depends on how busy I am and what deadlines are looming. When I get home I squeeze in exercise, another 1000 words, dinner, and spending time with my husband. Often, I get to bed late as a result. On the weekends I balance writing time with social time. Sometimes I’m a bit of a hermit. Usually towards the end of a draft.

suited-144dpiI’m not complaining. I really enjoy my job. I get to play with books all day, and am surrounded by lovely, passionate people. It’s challenging and fascinating. One day I’m researching the new Guillermo Del Toro movie, the next I’m looking at sales stats for business titles or paleo recipes. Also, did I mention I get to play with books?

Do I wish I could write more? Oh, absolutely. But I have weekends, and I usually spend my annual leave on writing retreats or writing weeks at home. And while 2000 words a day is nowhere near the amount I wish I could produce, I know that the turtle wins the race. 2000 words a day, every day, adds up. And it doesn’t burn me out, either. That’s important.

I am not sponsored. But I am lucky.

the-bone-chime-song-and-other-storiesI work full time, I have always worked, and I have always written around these working hours. There have even been a few periods in recent history when I was the sole breadwinner in our family. Maybe these periods have given me a renewed appreciation for a good, stable job. One with people who understand my writing. Hell, my work colleagues have come to my book launches! They even made robot-related snack food. Can you get more supportive than that?

I’m lucky because I have this support, and because my family have helped me get into such a financially stable position in the first place. I am keenly aware that not everyone has these benefits.

While I used to resent working a day job, and felt like every hour not spent writing was a waste, I don’t feel that way any more.

Jo Anderton photoI work hard at my job and at my writing, and I believe I can do both well. There are moments when I almost crack, when I wish I could just stay home with my words and dream of all the things I think I could produce if only I had the time. But life is a balance, and there is a right time for everything. One day, I hope to move writing to the front burner and pull back on the day job hours. Even if I got to a point where I could quit work altogether (ha!) I don’t think I’d do it. Not any more. The outside world and the realities of a day job can be grounding. Of course, as I said, I know I’m lucky. A day job you hate can crush your soul. A day job you enjoy is a blessing.

Anyway, the time for such decisions is not now. And that’s really okay. I will continue to write around my day job, and work my arse off, and hopefully do them both well!

Joanne Anderton cooks up speculative fiction stories for adults, young adults…and pretty much anyone who likes their worlds a little different. She sprinkles a touch of science fiction to spice up her fantasy, and thinks horror adds flavour to just about everything. She’s quite addicted to anime and manga (which is all her husband’s fault, and a little movie named Akira) and these are strong influences in her writing.

Her adult science fiction/fantasy novels have been published by Angry Robot Books and Fablecroft Publishing. Debris was shortlisted for the Aurealis Award for best fantasy novel, and the Ditmar award for best novel. Its sequel Suited was shortlisted for the Aurealis Award for best science fiction novel, and the Ditmar award for best novel. Book three, Guardian, was published in 2014. Her short story collection, The Bone Chime Song and Other Stories won the Aurealis Award for best collection, and the Australian Shadows Award for best collected work.

You can find her online at http://joanneanderton.com/

Guest Post – D.K. Mok

In today’s featured guest post, I have the great pleasure of welcoming D.K. Mok to my blog. D.K. is one of the ascending stars of Aussie spec fic, with a number of critically acclaimed short stories to her name as well as some wonderful novels. I’ve been lucky enough to see my name next to D.K.’s in a couple of anthologies, and on the recent WSFA Small Press Award shortlist, so I feel a bit of a link with her. When I heard about her new book I figured it was the perfect time to invite her to pop by Ebon Shores, and she has written a great post that reflects a lot of what I am trying to do here – to help promote others the way I have been helped.

D.K.’s new book  is called Hunt for Valamon and I have included some links if you want to check out what I am sure will be an excellent read: Paperback copies are available from Amazon, Barnes & Noble and The Book Depository. The ebook is available on Kindle and Nook.

We Are An Ocean: Bibliodiversity and Community

I recently had the good fortune to attend a talk by pioneering oceanographer Sylvia Earle at the Sydney Opera House. She spoke passionately about biodiversity and climate change, and the desperate need for education, understanding and kindness. When asked about her own trailblazing career, her response again touched on the importance of support and cooperation.

As I left the auditorium, my head swimming with complicated ecosystems and the struggle for resources, I found myself thinking about competition and cooperation, and how these forces interacted within creative communities. I’ve been lucky enough to know wonderful graphic designers, zinesters and sugar artists, but it was my experience of the speculative fiction community that I found myself contemplating.

For most of my life, writing has been a fairly solitary pursuit, and I envisioned most authors to be starving romantics in draughty garrets, or cackling eccentrics holed up in cluttered basements. However, when my stories started getting published, I began to meet other authors, editors, bloggers and readers. I waded cautiously into the world of social media, I joined writing groups and attended conventions. I felt a little like the creature from Shaun Tan’s The Lost Thing, stepping through the cryptic doors and discovering a bustling world full of odd and wonderful things, most of them saying “Welcome! Welcome!”

I’m aware that publishing is a highly competitive field, and writers are often competing for readers, publishers, budgets, and spots on a TOC. However, I’ve been fortunate in that my experience within the speculative fiction community has largely been of writers helping other writers. This, I believe, is key to shaping the kind of literary landscape we want to inhabit.
Insert Title HereLast year, I was invited to participate in the Australian Speculative Fiction Snapshot for the first time. This massive project featured interviews with one hundred and eighty-nine Australian writers, editors, artists and bloggers, and I was awed by the diversity of voices, interests and intents. It was also around this time that I came across a delightful word I hadn’t encountered before: bibliodiversity.

I come from a background in biology, so when I first heard the term bibliodiversity it conjured images of stately coffee-table books marching across the savannah, and horror novels stretched beside the long grass. I envisioned herds of fantasy books milling around the waterhole, their pages flicking away swarms of handmade zines.

I soon learned that the word “bibliodiversity” was originally coined to express the importance of independent publishers, although it has also come to refer to the need for diverse authors, characters and stories. There’s a growing awareness that diversity is not only desirable, but crucial, to the prosperity of the industry.

Hunt for Valamon CoverIn a sense, the literary landscape is an ecosystem. And much as a thriving ocean has everything from curious squid to amiable whale sharks, the writing community is enriched by its varied population, from poetic horror to subversive sci-fi, haunting folktales to quirky fantasy. It’s this environment of bibliodiversity that supports an innovative, vibrant and resilient community.

Which brings me back to the ideas of competition and cooperation. There’s nothing wrong with a healthy and respectful degree of competition, but the value of cooperation and support can’t be overstated. Writing can be a solitary road, and chasing one’s dreams can be a bruising endeavour. Sometimes, a word of encouragement, a little kindness, can make a lasting impact, and give courage to a voice that might otherwise be lost.

Writers who help other writers cultivate a flourishing ecosystem, because we are a community. We are an ocean. And by giving someone else a place to stand, you firm the ground beneath everyone’s feet.

DK Mok is a fantasy and science fiction author whose novels include Hunt for Valamon and The Other Tree, published by Spence City. DK’s short story ‘Morning Star’ (One Small Step, FableCroft Publishing) was shortlisted for an Aurealis Award and a Washington Science Fiction Association Small Press Award.

DK graduated from UNSW with a degree in Psychology, pursuing her interest in both social justice and scientist humour. DK lives in Sydney, Australia, and her favourite fossil deposit is the Burgess Shale.

Website: www.dkmok.com
Twitter: @dk_mok

Defying Doomsday – Holly Kench on writing disabled characters

It’s my pleasure to welcome Holly Kench to my blog today. Holly is one of my fave spec fic people, and the Defying Doomsday anthology looks like it will not only be an incredible read (as you would imagine from a Twelfth Planet Press book!), but a very important book. I have already backed it, and I would encourage you to think about it, too.

As an author, it can be a little intimidating trying to write characters who have different experiences and lives to you, but in this excellent post Holly gives us some very handy hints–lessons that I think have applications beyond the remit of this anthology, and helpful for writing any character that is different in anyway to ourselves, whether through gender, orientation, creed or race.

Thanks, Holly!

Tips for Writing Disabled Characters

Apocalypse fiction rarely includes characters with disability, chronic illness and other impairments. When these characters do appear, they usually die early on, or are secondary characters undeveloped into anything more than a burden to the protagonist. Defying Doomsday will be an anthology showing that disabled characters have far more interesting stories to tell in post-apocalyptic/dystopian fiction.

Defying Doomsday will be edited by Tsana Dolichva and Holly Kench, and published by Twelfth Planet Press in mid 2016. Defying Doomsday is currently crowdfunding via Pozible. To support the project visit: http://pozi.be/defyingdoomsday

When writing, stepping outside your comfort zone can be pretty intimidating and I think, for most people, writing disabled* characters seems to fit in the “out of my comfort zone” category.  So I’m here to give a few tips on how to tackle disabled characters in your writing.

  1.      Avoid stereotypes and clichés

A lot of disabled characters currently available to us fit into problematic stereotypes and clichés. Because they are so ubiquitous in our culture, it’s easy to fall into the trap of writing stereotyped characters. Stereotypes are never helpful in general, and they are certainly never interesting in stories, but when it comes to disabled characters, stereotypes can be, arguably, even more damaging than usual, since the views they perpetuate can be so negative and harmful. Some of these stereotypes include (but are not limited to) general disability clichés such as: the disabled character is a burden or inspiration, and the character’s impairment is something that needs to be fixed; and impairment specific clichés such as: albino characters are evil, and blind characters can use echolocation.

A good way to avoid stereotypes is to ask yourself why you are portraying your character in a certain way. Is it because you associate a certain character trait or storyline with disability? Or is it just part of the development of your story and characterisation? For example, while “evil disabled character” is a common cliché, it’s still possible to have a disabled character who is ‘evil’ without it becoming a stereotype. The question is, does the character have a reason for behaving badly? Or was the character written as disabled to seem more frightening?

  1.      Do your research

Try not to make assumptions about life with disability, especially if those assumptions are based on common things you’ve seen in the media or other works of fiction. Do research to find out how your character’s life might be affected by disability. Research the medical realities of your character’s impairment/s, but also realise that disability is about external factors, and research how life might be made difficult for your character by different situations and expectations.

There are a couple of good ways to do your research. Of course talking to a person who has experienced disability is one possibility. It’s great to get information based on real life experiences from disabled people. But remember that people with disability don’t exist to be your human encyclopaedia. It’s not their responsibility to educate you. Always ask politely and understand if this isn’t something they want to talk about. If they are happy to discuss the topic, listen and trust their experiences, even (especially) if they aren’t what you expect. Also remember that everyone is different, so one person’s experience of disability, or even a particular impairment, will not necessarily be the same as the next.

So what if you can’t talk to someone? Use the internet. In fact, it’s probably a good idea to do some research on the internet as well, anyway. There are a multitude of sites available that talk about different types of impairments, from the medical realities, to the day to day implications, as well as sites that talk more broadly about life with disability. There are also quite a few pieces available about how to write disabled characters. My strongest recommendation is to especially read sites and pieces which are written by disabled people, rather than sites that talk about disabled people and their experiences from an outside perspective.

  1.      Make sure your character has depth

While you want to make sure you research the ways disability affects your character’s life, you also need to remember that there is more to any person’s life than disability, and the same should be the case for your character. Just as you want to avoid stereotypes, you want to make sure your character is multidimensional. Interesting characters have identities informed by a range of experiences, their own histories and all those little intangible factors that make people whole and fascinating. This is the same for disabled characters. Disabled people aren’t synonymous with disability. They have identities, personalities and experiences beyond how they are affected by their impairments or how the world treats them because of those impairments. Of course, disability is going to affect your characterisation, because it’s an important part of your character’s history and experience, but it’s not everything. Disabled people have full lives and complex identities, so try to ensure your disabled characters have full characterisations.

  1. Give it a try. You have nothing to lose

The last point to remember is not to be afraid to try to write disabled characters. Disabled people are just like anyone else–complex, interesting, deserving of a place in your storytelling. Stepping outside your comfort zone is good. It’s good for you, your writing, and the genre. But, if you think about it, writing disabled characters might not be as far outside your comfort zone as you think, anyway. After all, disabled people are just people. Disabled characters are just characters, but they might have a story that hasn’t been told just yet.

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Tsana Dolichva and I are currently editing an anthology of apocalyptic and post-apocalyptic stories, featuring disabled, chronically ill, mentally ill and/or neurodiverse protagonists. We are currently holding a crowdfunding campaign through Pozible to fund the anthology. To support the campaign or to preorder a copy of Defying Doomsday, visit: http://pozi.be/defyingdoomsday. Your support is greatly appreciated!

We will also be holding an open submissions period once the campaign is over, so keep an eye out for more information and submission guidelines on our website. You can also follow us on Twitter and Facebook.

*For the sake of ease, I’m just using the word disabled, but everything I’ve talked about counts for people who identify as disabled, chronically ill, neuro-diverse, mentally-ill etc; and the characters that might represent these identities.